March 14, 2025 - First Entry
Katarvec e sayt@, wooooooooooooooo!
Personal thoughts, rants, and updates. Feel free to read along.
Katarvec e sayt@, wooooooooooooooo!
Verevi jamanak unetsâi norits ashkhatel im sayt@ vra, shat erkar e linel. Amen or zartnum em ushacvac u miaynayskac, u miayn aynpes, vor im mozki mej layn e linum. Vaghe amboxj nor skizb e, inkns em asel vor gisher khnam shat jur, u erb zartnum em, ksan gna sa. Norits uzec i miangamic shenqel im vairk@nt (argh!) gitem inchpes e SpongeBob sirum. Yeghavern mi kicâ shat tâapt e, saziyatsel em im tâitâeri, Steve, hnaravor âsirtserâ enel im senyaki mej, vorovhetev aveli hachakh e yeghav hashvetâselits heto. Sksecâetsâi norits kardal Game of Thrones shat harcâats e, u araj e hetânam ej 200. Naevs poslume em audiobook, erb pastum em kam gorc e anem.
Aysor nkarel em marqernerov! Verjn verjum shat sirun e stacel, ksedem nkarits mi nkar el uxarkem :)) Shat uzum em aveli art anel, vorovhetev im anum e, vor lav em darin erb misht ashkhatum em, u lav dardznum e im dgin. Sksecâetsâi el mashupner anel SoundCloud-i hamar, u uzum em anel amboxj DJ set/mix, petq e hamadzaynvel ergery, vor kargi mej gnatsni, tranzitner, ev ayspis baner :p. Inchqan vor mi kicâ nershnagvats e, vor im steghtsats banery shat durs chen galis social media-um, ayspis em gnum, vor bayc lav e, amen depkum im amenaglavn em anum lol.
Noric nor bass cover video em arel âEvery Plant We Reach is Deadâ â Gorillaz erg! Nkaraharel em miayn video-ov, vorovhetev dzaynavorutyun@ shat lav chi, bayc voch inch sksum em hamozvel vor misht kataram coverner DAW-ov, vor shat professional tesq unenal. Sksecâetsâi cover anel âSpeed of Lightâ â Iron Maiden ergic, Logic Pro-ov. Imnatsâm bass@ u gitarrner@, bayc mejgnum e original drumner@ u ergeri stems@ (vorovhetev shat lav yerqich chem, ev drums-n el shat djvar e granel :p), bayc mi or karogh e lav amboxj cover anel. Naev shat eghatsel em Oblivion remastered.
Aysor chemitsâ meds vercâetsâvats e, ev es angam melatonin em stacel, heto gisher karogh em loriq anel lol. Naev ashkhatetsâ em im DJ set-i/mix-i vra, hajord shabat uzum em grel ev dnel SoundCloud-i vra :3. Naev ashkhatetsâ em im band-i ev solo social media-neri vra (ugh), vorovhetev aysor azat jamanak unetsâ :p. Gym chem gnal ev voch martial arts, vorovhetev petq e mi shabat spasem, vor im ket tattoo miatvi aysor e, vor miayn durs em, pâordzvum em u lcam xD. Bayc miayn vaxinak e, shat sirum em miayn linel ev voch mi tex gnal (ADHD meds sksacelits heto shat anxjisht em dardzrel ;-;).
Vaghin gnalu em gyughi im yndunyan mot, ev mi shabat kpakem, apartsâum em hahahaha. Knem girq, Switch@, drum sticks/pad@, vor chi zgacnum, naev hetsâni im laptop@, vor karoghanem yerazheshtutyun anel kam sers hanel :3. Aystex el im spaneli gitarr@, vorovhetev lav klini norits nstel xD. Verjin orer shut tarmac@ eghatsel em hin xaxeri emulyatsâiayi vra â shat xndrumner talis e. Aysor xaxac em Bloody Roar@, shat anmijank xax e PS1-i hamar (DuckStation-ov ogtagorcel em). Lav eghatsel chi, iskapes aveli sirum em Tekken@ kam Dead or Alive :P. Im tattoo hamar amalmost bartsratz e, saziats linem vor karoghanam norits gnal BJJ, bayc erb ga, orinak knerpats em, vor 2 shabat het norits el durs gnatselov petq e miqich spasem minchev mijavayr August hima karoghanam pordzetsâel vor im absence-n kshamen LOL. Aysor petq e gna TKD, bayc texapokh miayn châunsilencetsâi im zvoghin, ev chi zangel, u bats chgnats bayc lav, karogh em hajord shabat gnal. Inchqan vor arag chgnum, ais avart lav klini, miayn petq e spasem u hangstam. Miayn linel eghatsel em lav, vorovhetev kentronum em gyugh@ shat hanguyc linum, kmi chi havasarvatsutyun, ev im mozkn@ hangsum linum :)
Im teghapoxutyun Hayastan shurj shagum e, avartvelu shat sirun eghats, shat lav texer em tesel ev hava el shat lav eghats, bayc imnatsel shtapvor e, Yerevan shat zajac e, shat dzaynavor ev shat shat meqena qyanq crazy e, kani vor hayeren gitem kardal ev haskanal, bayc amen depkum mi kicâ djvar eghats haskanal sosial normer ;-;, arajini or otarayin jhamanakin ojakh eghats em, miayn shat ynkacats amen xknum e indz kam harcer talis đđđ autistik linel Midastuyti mej lavneri hnaravorutyun che đ bayc amen depkum shat urakh em vor gnats em, shat arev em stacel, shat qyanq em arel, kebabner em utel mi shabat shurj xD, im yndunyan het em tesats, amen inch lav, che uzum linel anpatjar, bayc mi kicâ djvar eghats nershnagvats, heto shat urakh em gnalu Irlandia, chi karair hancel chem karum spasel xD, norits gnalu em im nor tun, bayc 2 shabat petq e spasem im pokr senyakum minchev tâikin miatsni, im pakvac uzh all set e, spasum em, depozit uxarkel em, miayn spasum em vor patverats karen dnel lav klini, chkarogham spasel verjin klini linel im yndz tun lav e, im enkerner el lav u petq e unenanq xayvaner đđđ, im kaxvacnerov imnatsum e irakanapes im kâaghakum chem stacel ognutâyun irakanapes azat em imnatsum, tegh shat lav e ev mot e bus, khanutnerin ev ayln, shat urakh em tesnel inch e linelu im araghin masin, shat erkar jamanak chem asel ays ban, bayc hima iskapes asel em.
Im erkrord verjin or aystegh shurj e verjacnum :( tsâav e durs gal, bayc gitem, vor shat ban em arel ev tesel u sirum em im zhamanak aystegh aravotyan mi kicâ songwriterov em zbaghvats im albumi hamar ev pâordzvum em im tsnav macbookkashxatacnel Logic Pro-ov hahahah kisht em verjacrel im himnakan produktsian u ergeri barer el bayc mi kicâ avel ashxatank e petq vox el chem sksel granel bayc amen inch shat aveli lav e dardznum đ naev mi kicâ drum pad practice em arel :3 anel em paradiddles double u single stroke-ner ev mi qichâ light rudiment-ner naev mi qich practice footage el em gragrel social media hamar đ« đ« đ« im morakuyr aysor arel e shat hamov haykakan blinchikner meqev ev mirgavorov (YUM) shat uzum em pordzetsâel anel erb veradarnam mi kicâ vat bayc lav xD aravotyan xaxats em Minecraft Switch-ov mi jam iskapes lav e lsel em mi hat miayn mardik chi sirum Minecraft Switch version bayc es chgitem lav eghats e im hamar iskapes chi xarnum Java het iskapes naev aveli sirum em bedrock (gitem popular chi es masin xD) bayc hetanam vor mod-nerov miayn miatsats chi eghats (es miayn Elder Scrolls mod-erov em entaniq xD) aysor SoundCloud-um dnel em im band-i demo :) im bassisti/enker asel e vor petq e mi kicâ xaghanel bayc vorovhetev miayn demo e es miayn uxarkel em ayn lav :P LOL
I had a pretty chill day today, I have totally caught up on rest now from travelling now so back to reality now xD I was gonna go to bjj maybe this morning but I ended up sleeping in but I can always go tomorrow no harm, I had a really good breakfast too of coffee, granola, berries, honey, milk and greek yoghurt (finally decided to start eating healthy lmao) and then got onto some cleaning as my place I'm staying atm until I move into my houseshare is very cluttered as I pretty much dumped all my stuff in at once so nothing really is in order or anything so I'm gradually working thru everything and tryna find a home for them :P I also had therapy later on so it was nice to have that venting space cuz I hadn't gone in a while, I played parappa the rapper for like an hour it was super fun and nostalgic to play it again cuz it's one of my fave games from my childhood :) I was pretty tired honestly after all that so I went for a nap with some youtube on in the background lol and then made myself lunch (sandwiches made with wholemeal bread, butter, smashed avocados, mayo, cheese and turkey) and then I chatted with my dad on the phone for like 2 hours (it went by so quickly tho lol). I then had to go to work unfortunately :( but it was a very chill shift thankfully and wasn't too tired when I got home. I kinda cheated on the whole healthy eating thing and ended up eating ramen packet noodles for dinner lmaooo but only cuz I hadn't rly got anything else, but overall it was a good day! :D
Had a really productive day! I got up around 10am for work, my shift was pretty short today so I was back in the afternoon! I played w Steve today and gave him a few treats and cleaned out his cage and gave him fresh water :3 I also got him some lettuce from tesco as a treat hehe :D I then chilled out watching music production tutorials for like an hour :P then started work on the rest of the songs for my album now that my 3 singles are done! yay!!!! I finished off the artwork and distribution stuff today for 'demo mode' so it will be out in like 3 weeks I'm sooo excited but I also have a ton of promo work I have to do for it but dw I started today !! I can't say toooo much about the first album song but I can say there will be 10 songs on the album! The current song I'm working on is called 'Wake Up and Scream' (well I'm going with that name atm) and I put together a really good beat in like an hour I was actually shocked how quickly I did it (like just under an hour), again I don't wanna reveal tooo much but kinda going for a cloud rap/hyperpop kinda vibe? originally I planned it to be more gritty mf doom or gorillaz type but it kind of evolved but idm it's a process and whatever happens happens at the end of the day I wanna go do my own thing not overly rely on the work of other artists (but ofc using inspo if needed) but yea I'm super happy how the song is looking so far and my overall vision for my album!! :) I'll be updating here most days anyway on my progress so stay tuned! :o
A fun day today but started off a little hairy oof :,O basically I woke up way too early like 5am and I still had my headache from last night (it was kinda my fault I should have taken a painkiller before I went to sleep) and I felt a bit off kinda hard to explain, I had cramps and not very refreshed and I didn't feel I had much energy and was binging youtube videos and procrastinating getting up until it was 11am, eventually I woke up properly after a few false starts and getting distracted xD I drank a cup of juice, had a couple of painkillers and stuck on a brittany broski podcast. (turned out it was the dreaded p word so it all kinda made sense after so I was feeling relieved for the rest of the day) I decided to take it easy for the day and let my body rest and recover, I skipped the martial arts for the day (just to be on the safe side) and had the last bit of my granola and yoghurt for breakfast, as well as my coffee :3 I haven't been taking my meds the last while and weirdly I feel better and more productive? I think I am a lil more sleepy maybe but that's it soooo idk maybe I'm not on the right meds? I'm gna say it to my doc anyway next time I see them :P I also felt way less anxious today ? so yea, I'll see how I'm feeling over the next few days :) I did a bit of album and music production/social media/editing work today so I'm gna count today as a win! (even if I did nap for like 3 hours in the middle of the day lmaoooo)
Good day today! I woke up like 10.30ish (no work today woo!), it was my dad who woke me up actually lol when he rang me, we chatted for a while and I had my breakfast :3 (oats, honey, milseed, pumpkin seeds, sunflower seeds, milk) I still had the p word :( so I was forced to skip training today ugh but anyway no biggie, I finally posted up my logic pro session I made of 'escape to the city' from sonic adventure 2 and started making a teaser clip for 'demo mode', which I'll prob post tmrw :P I sent off my rent for the month to the landlady and she gave me the go ahead to start moving my stuff over on wednesday WOOOO it feels kinda surreal after so long lmaoooo but I'm so excited!!!! I let Steve out of his cage (thought he mostly was js chilling in his shell today :p) I did a bit of gaming today (PES 6 ps2 emulated on my PC - SUCH a throwback, honestly the editing section is my favourite part to update the teams and players to 2025, the edit mode music is permanently burned into my brain from spending so long as a kid changing updating all the players xD) I worked on my album song (it's going so well atm) and then I made dinner (steak, pasta, green beans), I had a shower then and started settling down for bed in the evening, normally I like to do a little bit of gaming in the evening but I'm currently waiting for my ps4 to be repaired :o (but it should be done over the next day or two) so I just ended up watching GOT to fall asleep to instead đ
Sorry about the little break! Just was busy with moving and stuff the last few days :3 I had granola and seeds today (no honey tho rip there was none in the house) sadly the yoghurt was stale so I didn't finish :P I watched a bit of real housewives of atlanta then played animal crossing on my switch for like an hour, I paid off my home loan to tom nook (yay!) and I got approved for my home extension, it costs 348,000 bells which normally would take forever to pay off but my friend who I live with now came thru and visited my island and gave me 30 gold nuggets and I sold them for 300k and all I had to do was raise 40k but I have a bunch of random crap from my house storage to sell so I will prob get my house extension paid off over the next few days :D and they also gave me 30 iron nuggets (I only needed 1 to finish the shop) the game was literally edgiing me xD the rocks kept running out of iron ;-; but all good now! :) I did a lil bit of promo work for my social media then worked on my music on my DAW I honestly didn't get a whole lot done on it today tbh only got like a drum fill done but no rush baby steps lol I am a bit stressed about my gig it's a week away and I've barely started practicing for it but worst case scenario I'll just do a big old practice the day before and get everything ready :0 so I'll just try my best ig :/ I played some scrabble with my housemates/friends it was so fun!!! (i came 2nd out of 3rd hehe)
Chill day today :3 I woke up pretty early for work I had a morning shift then headed home :) I would have gone to bjj or tkd as usual but I still have my gym clothes at my old place so I'm gonna collect the rest of my stuff when I'm back down in that direction, I had krave and coffee for breakfast (I know I'm tryna be healthy n stuff I just was kinda sick of granola I've been eating it for like 3 weeks straight lol) and watched a bit of real housewives of atlanta hehe :D my dad called me and I set up my pc in my new place while we chatted, I also played a bit of morrowind (it was so good to be back playing it) and I finally upgraded to openmw.049 (I had been putting it off for so long) and I also started on the main quest, I was kinda salty about oldwind messing up my save files so I had to start a new character when I had JUST finished the main quest but it was kinda my bad I should have just got openmw in the first place but oh well xD I am on level 14 and I am pretty high up in house hlaalu and morag tong so I'm just gonna resume them once I'm done the main quest :p I went to the charity shop nearby with my housemates/friends later on and I got a new board game, sonic book and ds game, yay! Steve also has arrived in his new home!!! he seems to be doing well, he's a little shy/quiet atm not going out much cuz he's prob getting ready to go into his shell and hibernate for the winter (mood lmao) I also did some rehearsing for my gig, super nervous about it and having trouble remembering certain lyrics but I'm gna just keep rehearsing and do a ton the day of and on the day it will prob be fine tbh I also finished my demo for my band and uploaded it too (I actually thought my vox was pretty good and even did some improv/adlibs!) so I think I'm slowly but surely getting more comfy singing and hearing myself sing and the sound of my voice :)) I then did a few hours of guitar practice to finish the day off (nothing super exciting - mostly scales, metronome work, modes) did a little bit of jamming and improv, played till like 4am then hit the hay :0
Today I woke up like at 11am (I ended up staying up pretty late practicing guitar and crashed on the sofa around 3am) I had a coffee and krave for breakfast again and then played some bloody roar 2 for a bit, no work today so I had some time to chill out and take it easy today, my friends/bandmates arrived around 3 to do some recording, we were mostly messing around as I hadn't got much set up in the spare room, I had some drum parts but hadn't even unboxed most of them yet :p luckily my friend had some tools and tuning keys with him so he was able to tune my snare and set up my kick pedal :D so we have a bit of a basic set up but still need cymbal stands and a bass drum, I also should prob get a bass amp also when I can, I'm using my guitar amp but it isn't ideal ofc but sounds fine, I also need to get headphones for recording and adaptors for to plug into my mac but I'm gna figure it out as I go along :) for now we're just recording demos (we have 2/4 done so far) we started work on our 3rd song and it sounds sick so far! I plan to record an EP and book out a proper studio once we're 100 percent happy with the demos so hopefully won't be too long now! I'm really excited, the only thing is I'm having a bit of trouble finding gigs :(( no promoters seem to reply to me so I just plan to ask around and hope when college starts back we can find other bands we can open for? :0 I'd say something will come up anyway I'm not great at this stuff lol but I'm doing everything I can rn and it might be a bit easier in autumn or winter to find gigs :3 my solo gig is coming up on friday so I did a lil bit of rehearsing for that today! thursday and the day of I'm gonna lock in, not sure who will be there but I'm not even too worried about it whoever turns up turns up lol it will be cool to perform live again and I feel I'm getting a bit more experienced and comfortable playing and performing live :) I can't wait to start playing guitar for the new band I joined and nervous but excited for college to start back hopefully I will be asked to join more bands!!
Today was pretty meh tbh, I stayed up half the night watching youtube and playing board games w my friends and ended up sleeping in till like 1pm, so this is my sign to always go to bed at the same time even if I don't feel tired xD I also had a bit to drink so felt a bit groggy, I also had to go to work :( and do my grocery shopping once I was back so a lot of the day was gone but I tried my best to get a good bit done anyway :) I played bitlife for like an hour on my pc (idk it might be better on the phone) and then took Steve out for some 'exercise', we also found a baby snail which was soooooooo cute, I named him Tiny! my housemate found him on the chest of drawers they got from facebook marketplace and I popped him in with Steve :3 I have college tmrw but also I am running low on laundry so I will need to go to my old place tmrw and pick up some of my stuff and my laundry basket xD I also had my gig on Friday and it went really well!!! I flubbed like a couple of lyrics I think but it wasn't really noticeable at all I just adlibbed over them or repeated the last line so I'm super happy with how it turned out!!! I'm excited for my next one and my new single came out and I got a few people listening!! A few ppl texted me saying it was great and to keep up the good work I was so flattered!!!! I can't wait to properly start work full time on my album, idk when it will be finished but I'm hoping maybe the end of this year or early next year :p I got a cute new sonic pillow at aldi today (it was the last one :0) so a new addition to the millions of plushies, cushions and blankies on the couch! my auntie called me from armenia today showing me her new apartment (it's still in pretty rough shape but it will be nice once it's done up) so it was nice to hear from her :D I'm pretty nervous for college tmrw but the induction thing I went to seemed fine, I only talked to like one person there lmaoooo but I just plan to do my own thing I'm better off sticking to my own thing rather than being in those big messy friend groups that all date each other /gossip behind each other's back
Hey, long time no talk! :P The last few weeks have been kinda crazy, with college and music and everything. I was DJing for a college open day and it was super fun and a low stakes way to practice on some good decks :3 I was there from 10-2 so I was honestly so tired when I got back home ;-; but I forced myself to do my grocery shopping as I knew if I put it off til later or tmrw I wouldn't get it done lol but I got it done thankfully, I had a chill night in coding my website after and played some spyro afterwards :)